… was never easy, has never been easy. Trust me. Been there, done that.
And someone like me who has suffered all the pain and the consequences of losing someone (as well as my confidence in love) in all kinds of love affair should know better than to try it again. People never learn I guess. I am really disappointed with myself because of that fact.
Wasn’t it just yesterday when you said you love me?
Or was it the other day you said you’ll never leave me?
But why does today and tomorrow looks so cloudy?
Why am I having this feeling that you’ll never stay with me?
I know I sound pathetic and that you don’t like it
But I can sense something’s changing and I’m losing my wit
I just want you to tell me if you wanna be out of it
So I could ready myself before I fall in a gloomy pit.
I’m not sure why I am doing this to myself when I have always known that I’ve never been lucky in love. I should stop trying and just let it go. Maybe by then, I’ll be happy in love… finally.